When I wrote my last entry of 2013 in my journal, I mentioned that I was worried to see what 2014 had to offer because I had just experienced the best year, ever; work was stressful but I enjoyed it, I was blessed to have met more great people who turned out to be close mates, my mum was happy, and I was peachy most of the time.
It’s only been 2 months and 9 days since the world welcomed 2014 and I haven’t had the most advantageous start. I’m not working full time anymore, then came family dilemma and other minute yet painful issues to deal with; slowly I started feeling my world caving in.
Rather than suppress the overwhelming emotions and dwell on my failures, I figured it was time to be inspired again. I’ve honestly not felt this confused before; I don’t know what career to pursue or what the next step is.
Creating a new blog, to me, was equivalent to starting from the bottom (and eventually I’ll be here.) (That was a Drake reference, errbody gotta know this!) My old blog was meaningless and I had over 5,000 posts (which is little to most Tumblr users, I’m sure) and almost 90% was absolute rubbish.
I missed my best friend terribly. She’s currently studying in the UK and I couldn’t tell her about all that was happening because she was busy, so I felt even worse. Not too long ago, I had a bright idea of spending almost every ringgit I made towards a plane ticket to the UK, just to see her (and a bunch of other cool people - hay Beyoncé, Carleen, Inessa, Raisa, Yuna and a few others I cannot name ‘cause I ain’t gonna jinx nothin’). In all honestly, I thought my mum would’ve said no; I’ve been in the UK for 10 days now.
But I’m not all that irresponsible. I’ve been freelancing/contributing for websites and magazines, and so far, it’s been good. I like working from home ‘cause I get to utilize every hour of the day.
This blog will consist of photos which I take and lengthy texts/stories attached to it. Like this one. :3